- por Elaina Nunes

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Não foram poucas as vezes que ao iniciar um projeto, ao dar de cara com obstáculos de toda sorte, juntei as peças, guardei tudo numa caixinha azul e o entoquei furiosa no fundo do armário mofado. Passado um tempo, o projeto (ou sonho, como preferir chamar) terminava misteriosamente saindo da toca e voltando ao baile, para novamente encontrar novas pedras, e mais uma vez ser tacado na gaveta bolorenta contra a sua vontade.

O que não havia captado até pouco tempo é que tal sonho não é uma fantasia, mas meu grande projeto de vida, o mais importante de todos, que entretanto ainda está em preparo para sua grande estreia. Coisas importantes precisam de maturação, estudo, planejamento e aprimoramento. Coisas importantes precisam de tempo. E dar tempo ao tempo é algo temido por muitos hoje em dia (estou nessa lista). Temos a impressão de estar ficando para trás.  Ao encontrar os nãos, os mas não tem como e os tabefes na cara, tendemos a achar que esse não é o caminho, queria tanto mas não é para ser, e corremos o risco de  desviar para aquele trajeto mais seguro que está ali dando sopa, e não espera grande esforço de nossa parte.

O que eu não havia captado até então é que os desvios involuntários foram oportunidades de aprimorar as habilidades que faltavam para executar meu desejado projeto pessoal. Que aquela porta que fechou ontem foi uma forma da vida me proteger de uma precipitação que faria com que meu avião não decolasse. Que a porta que se abriu, ainda que fora dos meus planos e desafiando meu controle, foi um curso de aprimoramento de minhas habilidades pessoais. Ou seja, é como se os anjos estivessem fazendo das tripas coração enquanto eu estou aqui, reclamando da vida, achando que está tudo errado.

Não importa quão caro seja seu sonho, se é ter um filho, casar, abrir um negócio, alcançar um cargo de liderança. Esse sonho demandará esforço e vivência. Não se alcança maestria sem aprendizado e experiência. E tudo nesse mundão leva tempo.  Olhar para a vizinha e imaginar, alá, quão fácil foi para ela ter uma família Doriana, enquanto cá estou escorregando aos prantos parede abaixo porque o João me abandonou. A vizinha está feliz com sua família sim, mas está pelejando para realizar o velho sonho de conhecer o mundo. Não conseguirá agora, tem filhos pequenos e a grana está curta. Está guardando um tantinho por mês para viajar aos 40. Não se compare; cada um tem um ritmo, um sonho e um tempo. E os fracassos não costumam ser tão divulgados nas redes sociais quanto as conquistas.

É preciso saber ler a vida.

É preciso complementar o não era pra ser, tão dito por nós às amigas que se frustram: amiga, não era para ser nesse momento, dessa forma.

O que é preciso aprimorar, trabalhar, ajustar, aprender para que venha, sim, a ser?

É preciso abrir mão dos caminhos fáceis, das vontades egoicas, dos falsos sonhos que nem nossos são.  Já dizia meu brother Camus, “para um homem, a coisa mais difícil de desistir é daquilo que, afinal de contas, ele realmente não quer”.  É preciso olhar para dentro.

É preciso olhar para nosso lado feio e entender porque raios ele tanto reclama. Dar a mão a ele, leva-lo à terapia. Comprar roupas não o silenciará. Atacar o outro tampouco.  É preciso saber pedir e aceitar ajuda.

É preciso entender que a vida é feita de altos e baixos, e se esforçar para atravessar a tormenta da melhor forma possível.

É preciso saber esperar produzindo. Catando as pedrinhas, juntando os caquinhos, arquitetando um super plano, estudando. E sorrindo!

Avante guerreira, há muito a fazer!  E me ajuda, por favor: o que mais é preciso? O que será que ainda não captei dessa loucura deliciosa de alcunha vida?

 

Elaina Nunes

Oraculista há 20 anos, realiza leitura do Tarô e baralho Petit Lenormand com abordagem terapêutica. Estuda e investiga Astrologia e Simbologia, iniciando sua formação na Escola Santista de Astrologia e CEAP – Centro de Estudos de Astrologia Psicológica. É mãe da Stella e apaixonada por Carl Jung. Em breve realizará atendimentos presenciais na Casa Feminaria.

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